Kyle makes a good point :]

Currently on Twitter there are some trending topics titled, ‘#lettertomyex’ & ‘#lettertomynext’, but what about #lettertomycurrent?

Personally, I would never write a letter to my last ex. Let’s see, he lied to me during the last 8 months of our relationship by cheating on me with some girl from work. He had a very clever way of hiding it. Oh, and he constantly told his dog he loved him more than me. Rude, right? Mhm. After we broke up, he spread rumours about me to his friends and tried to blame his wrong doings on me. ‘I couldn’t trust her, blah…blah…blah.’ Couldn’t trust me? I never did anything to him for him to think that. He was the one who cheated. You cannot trust cheaters. Once a cheater, always a cheater! I would never cheat. Anyways, I am going to try my best to write a #lettertomycurrent <3

Dear Kyle,

I wake up every morning with you in my head. Sometimes I wonder if this is a dream, but then that window pops up and I see your name and I know that you’re real. It’s not a dream anymore. I remember how we met when you asked me about my photos I took on my Christmas vacation to Hawaii to visit my Aunt & Uncle. I was fresh out of a relationship. My at-the-time boyfriend had just broken up with me 2 days prior and was already with a new girl, Liz and I wasn’t really looking, but I jumped right in and it was the best choice I have ever made in my life.

I know this may sound cliché, but you have truly changed my life for the better. From the moment we shared our first AIM conversation, I knew you were different from the rest. You constantly give me unconditional love and you always listen to me and you never judge me. Just looking at the random photos you post from time to time on your Twitter make me happy and make my stomach flip with a zillion butterflies. I love every little thing about you. I love your smile, your eyes, and those silly vlogs you do. I can’t stop thinking about you when we are apart. I need you by my side. You complete me. Everyday is worth looking forward to because I know you’ll be there to talk to and to share it with. I never thought I could love someone the way I love you. I had been in relationships prior and had thought at the time that I was in the sky, but with you I feel something completely different. I’m not just in the clouds, but in the heavens. Past cloud 9. I feel fireworks explode in my head each time we talk like it’s the fucking fourth of July.

You are my everything. Thank you for truly loving me and meaning it. You will never know just how much I love you, but I will spend the rest of my life trying to show you. Fighting is never an option and if it ever is, we can work it out. No matter what, there will never be another for me and I will always keep you safe. I will NEVER hurt you intentionally.

I love you more than my life and in my world you are the biggest thing. I love you more and more each day. <333

Love always,

Marie